smiles aplenty(:

TREZOR

2011-01-28T20:53:00.003+08:00

I have not blogged for a long time so i should just do some updating on this little space of mine.Let's start from the Ultimate 402 Amazing Race! Like any other 402 outings, it's a success or even much more better than that(: & my group managed to cliched the 1st! yeah! The name of winner doesn't come easy, we walked for many many miles until we all got blisters & muscle ache:( While some groups took taxi, trying to win the race with great ease,wth!But most importantly, we had fun! i really miss & love 402~~~~~~~~~~ how? i really wish i can go back, if only time can rewind. Btw, i go back to Jack's Place to work^^ I enjoy working there with the friendly bunch yay! Fish & Co. for lunch and shopping on 22th with vincent & hangbiao. Dinner @ Compass Point with John, he ate damn a lot! He must be still going through puberty haha:D 23th, celebrated HuangShuai's birthday at a chinese restaurant in chinatown with chengshuang, jiahan, shiyu and yuting.we bought 2 cakes for him & we didn't manage to finish it in the end.Such a waste.Updated each other and catch a late night movie, xin shao ling shi, at shaw house.On 26th 8am plus, i saw the msg from MOE that i got posted to VJ!!!!! sort of expected but i wanna appeal to HCI.why?It's a branded sch &much nearer to my house as compared to vj, since i have the chance to appeal then why not? In a rush, i applied online & went to HCI straight away to submit my documents( i didn't submit my testimonial as mrs seetoh didn't manage to complete it in time, the deadline was 27th noon!) ok, testimonial don't really matter right???? yes?o.0 27th i went vj for orientation! the ppl there are super hyper & crazy! Had a great fun time dancing, cheering & playing away(: Suddenly, i don't feel like going HCI anymore but still, i need to wait for the appeal result:( HCI kept on extending the deadline for the appeal application, this is so frustrating!! when can i ever get my appeal result? all victorians have already bought orientation tees & school uniform today & i will be the only 1 wearing xinmin uniform to school on monday:( I think i will call to HCI to check about my appeal result, if they can't give me an answer, i shall just cancel my appeal application if possible. I really like the atmosphere in vj though it's not an elite school, i shall have my 2 year college life there. I love mass dance!!

2011-01-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

JAE

2011-01-14T11:45:00.002+08:00

I submitted my choices ytd
1st: HCI
2nd: VJ
3rd:NJ
though i think i have a higher chance of getting into VJ
I seriously hope that i won't regret in the future>.<
I just saw on FB that leishi said VJ fall out of top 5 last year!!
omg, is this real? or what??
I hate this kind of last minute news!!
I feel kind of regret now....:(

2011-01-10T21:03:00.002+08:00

Yay! 7 A1s! 2 A2s and 1 B3
Overall i did well, though can be better
If only my english can make it to A2, i will have a higher chance of getting into hc
Maybe i should be contented with what i have, yes no?
VJ or NJ as my 2nd choice??
uhm.......

ANewBeginingStartsHere

2011-01-01T10:37:00.003+08:00

I just woke up & i'm gonna spend the first day of 2011 @ work. Such a good beginning of the year haha(: At least i get to do sth more meaningful instead of lazing around0.o? My legs were damn tired after all the walking ytd,but i enjoyed the count down!The fireworks were beautiful & i got jovy& leishi beside me while watching it^^ Btw, the last food i ate in 2010 was leishi's cookies & green tea & the first thing i ate in 2011 is bread:D That's sth worth noting down,yes no?[lols. ok, i thought abt the TOP 5 things i wanna accomplish in 2011 beside studies & they are:
1)Go clubbing
2)Meet up with all my long-lost contacts
3)Choose a CCA in jc that really suits my interest
4)Universal Studios
5)Swimming
&lastly, i'm definitely going to cherish all my friends that i'm in contact with now. Thanks for going through 2010 together with me & i hope our friendship goes on forever(:I Love Every One Of Them<3

TheEndOf2010

2010-12-31T15:53:00.002+08:00

Ytd, i went swimming @ Yishun Safra in the morning. Though tiring, i enjoyed it much! I can't believe that today is last day of 2010! Time flies, i can't agree more. It's time for me to set the new year resolution soon haha :D Going count down later @ marina bay with 402, can't wait! I'm excited! Btw i went to the new shopping mall, NEX, @ seragoon just now with my mum. The mall is as big as Vivo city but nothing special caught my eyes. I need to shop for my new year clothes soon hahahhaha i love that:) ok, BYE 2010!

Like a Dream

2010-12-29T19:46:00.004+08:00

okay i am finally back from china after 1 month & i haven't visit this space for 1 month & 5 days=.= I shall not elaborate much on the trip as all the photos on facebook will do the talking. Btw i really love the weather here in sg haha I just can't stop shivering & feeling cold in china no matter how many clothes i put on. I guess i am just not used to the weather there as all my friends & relatives were perfectly fine with it lols. I got a vry big news: I gained weight!!!! after dining out at restaurants everyday in china :( I tried almost all the restaurants around my city area, some nicer ones i went twice or thrice. & now u know the reason why i gained so much weight. I spent almost all the days in restaurants, shopping malls & my bed haha plus i did some sightseeing. Sis bought a giant teddy bear for me before i came back. It's almost as tall as me, but thrice the size of me:DD occupying 1/3 of my bed & i have trouble hugging it to sleep every night due to its size. Hugging it to sleep will suffocate me haha.Yes, i brought it back all the way from china to sg.Everyone gave me that shocked face whenever i told them that but hey, it costs much cheaper there than in sg ok! It only costs around Rmb250 plus, cheap right?yes no?

The 1st exciting thing i did after i came back was to spend Christmas with the girls @ orchard.
I had lunch with hb & v @ some restaurant which i forgot the name(pardon for my lousy memory). Then i met the girls @ 2pm for some shopping & my heels were killing me. I swear i shall never wear that to shopping next time. But all thanks to jovy for lending me her slippers so i survived from getting blisters:) Dinner @ The soup spoon. I love the bread that goes with the soup^^ The rain on that day really spoiled the celebration mood & we didn't take any photos as it was crowded, drizzling, christmas decorations there were disappointing, not as what i expected....etc Mon, 27 Dec
Went sengkang to play badminton with cecilia, bernice, jovy & leishi
we played for 2 hrs & got extremely tired
Met Dawn & Xinying @ the court on that day, such a coincidence
We updated one another on what we are doing currently & organised more outings together
jovy & cecilia taught us how to do some simple yoga moves, some moves are vry unglamXD

Tue,28 Dec
Went North point to watch the movie Rapunzel^^ She's vry vry vry vry vry lovely & cute(: she's now my favourite disney princess besides Jasmine.
Btw, went starbucks for mocha b4 the movie. Nice(:(:(:
Wed, 29 Dec
Met cecilia, jovy & bernice @ hougang mall for pool. It's fun & not as difficult as what i tot it shld be. Then we had afternoon tea buffet @ LaoBeiJing. After which, we walked around plaza sing to digest our food haha. Enjoyable day with nice game & nice food^.^

Title?

2010-11-22T10:52:00.003+08:00

Supposedly i am gonna meet the girls @ 12.30pm to buy some make up & go leishi's house together. But somehow, the meeting time has been pushed back so i am now stuck @ home with nothing much to do. This is so boring & i have to wait till 2pm. Okay, i shall just blog about what i did for the past few days. Watched the movie " unstoppable", Lunch with ahbiao & vincent, bowling ( i seriously suck at it), went friend's house & slack, dinner with cousin..etc I am too lazy to write about all the details lah, i don't want to waste my memory cells trying to recall back. Okay, seriously i am excited because i am gonna fly off tmr afternoon @ around 2 or 3. Yippee! But i haven't done any packing yet, i'm just too lazy! I wish i got the harry potter's magic wand that can make all my stuff to neatly pack themselves into my luggage by their own. ok, i am lame-.- I will pack them tonight or tmr morning?

I hope this goes on...

2010-11-19T10:34:00.003+08:00

Went Orchard shopping ytd with J,W & Y
Before that, we had lunch @ Seoul Yummy, Novena

Ya then we shopped for 6 hours non-stop. Can you imagine that?Six hours!! Btw we met Leishi & Daphne while we are shopping, such a coincidence! Then we decided to shop together since they were looking for prom dress too. Leishi bought many stuff, looks like she really wanted a make over on the day of the prom. She even tried to wear wigs,which obviously doesn't suit.haha:D She brought much laughter to us due to her cute-ness. I bought clothes & shoes ,at least i didnt waste that 6 hours haha I love shopping(:(:(:(:

This is our score for bowling @ Orchid Bowl downtown during the class chalet

Dinner @ Just Acia on Mon

402 chalet

2010-11-17T23:25:00.004+08:00

The second day after 'O' was the first class chalet. Before that, i woke up super early @ around 7.30am to bath, eat breakfast & prepare before meeting jo, chel & yt @ Giant in Tampines to buy food for our class bbq. Jo & i arrived early & decided to go Ikea ,which is just next to the Giant, to buy beads with significant purposes. Then we met chel & yt to buy bbq food. As mrs seetoh will be late in picking us up from there to downtown east, we had a plenty of time to have lunch & camwhored! The most irritating thing is that we were not allowed to enter Ikea to shop around & take photos as we were using a Giant trolley to transport bbq food along. We were constantly reminded by the wokers in Ikea that we would need to return the trolley back to Giant( lol, we are disciplined enough to return back the trolley without such reminders). The chalet room is super small with only 2 single bed, 1 tv & a toilet. All the 39 of us had to cram into the room as outdoor activities were cancelled due to the heavy downpour. Once again, we bought too much food that result in wastage. Most of us spent time to play card games like monopply deal, taboo & poker cards in order to kill time. But after awhile, we got bored & some of the girls decided to go bowling @ Orchid Bowl! It was my first time trying to bowl & i feel totally weird about my body & hand position. I only scored 74 for the first game which is bad as compared to those pros with 1oo plus points. Okay, i shall just summarise what else we did for the chalet. We bbq after the rain stopped, most of the bbq jobs were done by the guys>Sing birthday song to the birthday girl--lydia>watced tv drama series love (Ai) on channel 8 which was insisted by some loyal supporters of Ai>truth or dare! It's damn fun as i get to choose those vry stupid dares for my friends & most of all, i was lucky enough to spare from those dares & only kana 2 truth & i simple dare> poker card games> movie screening > sleeping session for some of us as others preferred to catch a midnight movie in the cinema>ghost story telling session by w few guys & girls> random chats. I must thank cappuccino for enabling me to stay awake for 2 consecutive nights, it must be the most effective caffeine drink on Earth haha! jk I must say the chalet was enjoyable & fun despite that the fact that we had to cram into a small room for a whole night. Home sweet home(: Spent 2 hours on sleeping right after i reached home. Then in the afternoon, i watched Harry Potter. The movie was not as nice as what i heard about the compliments & reviews for it in a vry favourable way. I get so bored & tired that in the midst of watching the movie, i fall asleep & missed some parts of it. Anyway, the movie had few or none climax which is also the peak of the story.Thus, though the response for HP was overwhelming with full house for almost all time slots, it's the first part to the ending chapter so maybe that's why it's not so awesome.Btw i love the elf in the movie^^
Looking forward to shopping tmr(:

2010-11-16T07:06:00.002+08:00

It's 7am in the morning!! and i am fully awake now with nothing in hand to do so i shall just blog about ytd. Not because i wake up early today neither am i too excited about the class chalet @ downtown later. I just can't sleeeeeppppppp!And yah, I haven't been sleeping for the WHOLE night though i am deadly tired. I think it's the cappuccino that i had during dinner @ Just Acia the night before that caused the problem! But i always thought that caffeine stuff had not much effects on me cos usually i am still able to sleep after drinking coffee before i go to bed. But this time round is really an exception. I even planned to read through my geo TB ,which never failed to make me feel sleepy, @2am but later gave up on that. I shouldn't touch those books, no. I don't think i will be sleeping @ chalet later tonight so i don't know how am i going to survive without sleeping for 2 nights in a row, maybe i should have another cup of that cappuccino again haha! Okay,back to the main point. We celebrated W's birthday @ Marina Bay ytd which is J's idea because she wanted to bring us to a shopping mall there (she claimed that she went there not long ago & there are many eateries there) but end up she forgot where is it. And so, we spent almost 2 hours walking, trying to find that shopping mall which turn out to be Marina Square.lmao:D A totally good exercise for us! Okay, so we had our dinner @ Just Acia , Dory Fish with melted cheese & ice cream & that stupid cappuccino. Then we just spent the rest of the night walking around & realised that we have not shopped for a long time & therefore, planned to go shopping on thur. Around 8 plus we went home, Jo had to take the circle line alone & W,Y & i took the red line. Before that, Y & i accompanied W to buy new sandals which she will be wearing for her class chalet. Btw, i must blog about that 2 Eurasian guys we meet on the bus while we are on the way to meet Y after our paper. They are just totally irritating & stupid! Making a fool of themselves by doing all the funny faces & saying nonsense like " girl, you are pretty. Your friend also. And you too!" WTH if i am really daring enough, i would listen to W.Video tape their actions & post it on STOMP! ok, i shall go and bath now. Meeting J,C&Y later @ Giant, can't wait~~

Whooray!

2010-11-13T10:49:00.003+08:00

whooray!
one more bio paper left on Monday & i will be done with the scary & painful "O"
Even though i said "whooray!" but i don't feel the initial excitement that i have always been anticipating. why?why? I feel sort of empty & unsecure that i am gonna to throw all the books & studies aside for the next 2 months. And you will never gonna to hear the" no, i can't go out because i need to mug"sentence from me anymore for the next 2 months. But somhow, some part of me still hope that "O" period will continue as i can get to see my lovely schoolmates everyday, wear my xinmin school uniform proudly & walk into the scool gate every morning. Okay lah, i should just be happy as the worst is over & enjoy my free days.
p.s Totally screwed my physics! One of my favourite subject somemore!

2010-10-29T17:44:00.002+08:00

1week of O level passed! yeah!
2 more weeks to go!:D
Jiayou!Jiayou!

2010-10-03T11:13:00.000+08:00

Two words for you 。虚假。

Graduation Ceremony 2010

2010-09-30T19:33:00.004+08:00

I only left 1 more week of lessons in school
oh my! 4 years just gone like that..
I will miss Xinmin & my friends ~.~
4 years of unforgettable memories
photos of graduation ceremony
still waiting for xueying to upload the rest.........

okay, shall study hard for 'O' level

& not let my 4 years of hardwork gone wasted

Beautiful & Dangerous

2010-09-04T22:17:00.004+08:00

Yay! I shall say prelim is officially over
BUT but but O level is just in 2 months time(constantly reminded by jovy:D)
i wonder if the rest are busily chionging at this period of time
or are they as slack as me?
I shall get back my study mood asap b4 i lag behind again
& i am quite sure my prelim results are bad:(
so i have to work double hard!
Anyway, had lunch with wenxi & yvette& jovy on tue
but sadly jovy had to leave early for her jap exam
so left the three of us to spent the rest of the afternoon
we had some catch-up on what we have been doing recently
& shop+dessert
we came up with a plan to have a chalet after 0
i'm so looking forward to it(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
conclusion,that afternoon was well-spent(:

Ktv on 01/09/10 which is teachers' day

Managed to take a group photo @ the girls' toilet, using the mirror reflection b4 we left
that's the only way to get everyone inside the photo=.=
Had an enjoyable day singing all my fav. songs & watching the girls dance haha!

I was waiting for my mum to knock off
bored so i decided to take a photo with the skeleton
lame to the max....ya i know

Made sushi on fri(:
i must thank leishi's mum for teaching me that

Today, went lunch & movie with kaijie & vincent?

and we bought movie tickets for GOING THE DISTANCE

but didn't realise that it's M18! untill the lady @ the entrance counter stopped us

& insisted on checking our IC

sadly, we are not legal for watching that

i wonder why the man at the ticket counter didn't check our IC

when we are purchasing the tickets=.=

so we switched to watch VAMPIRE SUCKS instead

it's damn hilarious!:DBefore the movie

My hand was shaking~

My constipated face haha!

Oh! & i met lixin while on the way home

damn long nv meet up with her le

it's such a coincidence that i bumped into her today

glad that we remain close like what we always did(:

女人我最大

2010-08-29T09:48:00.003+08:00

算是终于要考完预考了
休息一下
又要为0冲了！
在家看了女人我最大
于是决定在我脸上画画
效果真的有差！
素颜的左边脸。好没精神哦

上完妆的右边脸。我突然发现我脸上的三粒痣可以连成一条线看到了没？哈哈哈哈

我只画了右边所以不能拍整张脸了不然真的太搞笑了哈哈 o(∩_∩)o 哈哈

真的有差呢！

2010-08-16T19:52:00.001+08:00

was kind of screwed for oral today
i guess i am just too nervous &
my brain just doesn't seem to be working
dissapointed:(

2010-08-04T17:05:00.002+08:00

Watch AFTER SHOCK with my mum ytd
after hearing all the compliments about it
it's indeed a touching movie that's worth watching
i cried at least 3 times during the movie
& i really got a feel of what it is like when a earthquake strikes
despite reading the chapter on plate tectonics endless times

okay, prelime in 15 days
i need to mug hard!

2010-07-31T14:12:00.001+08:00

Had steamboat @ Bugis ytd
waste of $

2010-07-26T16:58:00.002+08:00

Watched THE BLOOD PLEDGEytd
Awesome!

随心

2010-07-24T16:29:00.003+08:00

N2D2回来后就大睡了一觉
心情原本不错但。。。（等会儿在说）
虽然昨晚跑了5km，我的脚完全不酸痛
真奇怪。平时的话，我应该在呱呱大叫了
觉得昨天整晚睡在学校，感觉不错
最精彩的就是夜间跑步和看恐怖片了
又是一次难忘的回忆❤

今天醒来后，打开脸书的主页
第一眼看到的就是那则消息
虽然我早就预料到会有那么一天
但不知道这一天会这么快的到来
我完全不知道该用什么心态去面对
是庆幸呢？还是祝福？或是悲哀呢？
或许什么都不是。。。
我看到时，整个人都傻了
到现在我还是不确定那是真的吗？
我真的看到了吗？
白屏加黑字，这么的清楚和明嘹
我该怎样再欺骗和安慰自己？
最后，我还是选择逃避，视而不见
对不起，我没有那么大方
没有办法微笑着给你祝福
请原谅我的自私。。。

For just 1 more minute,

2010-07-17T20:08:00.002+08:00

I think i am really dumb
i am suppose to get the whole physics spa skill 3 correct
but because of the stupid constant thingy
i think i will get 1 mark deducted!
what a waste!!!!!
I myself even reminded haozhe abt how surface area doesn't affect friction
however,he didn't believe me & checked it out with mrs peh
& she said,"ya although surface area doesn't affect friction but it's gd to keep it constant".
upon hearing that, i changed my mind & followed what she said
I wrote that down as 1 of the constants
everyone told me that's not right
the more i think about it, the more i think they are right
i feel like killing myself for making such stupid mistakes during spa
I should never trust them again~~>.<~~

Falling leaves

2010-07-14T18:00:00.001+08:00

I screwed up almost all my tests:(
I just wish i can perform well on fri for Physcis SPA...
no, not just wish but is a MUST

2010-07-08T15:11:00.000+08:00

People change and People go
yes,i know but
i just wish that you could stay

我的n次Sentosa

2010-07-05T19:50:00.004+08:00

没错，又去了那儿晒太阳
被小学朋友拉去
那里人可真是多~又被晒得黑黑的
多谢你啦孙女儿哈哈
因为她叫我把她刷掉（没脸见人）所以我没办法只好照做
可惜我的技术不好，只有这水准了
原谅下
不知该如何删才好看
不过我觉得这样还不错啦 o(∩_∩)o

至少跟siloso字体颜色有搭

哈哈这个墨镜好大~ 看那阳光打在我额头上，亮！

肩膀都被吃了一块我的天

Kaleidoscope II Day 1

2010-07-03T14:40:00.003+08:00

My final performance before i graduate from xinmin
I think we have done well as i heard lots of compliments from friends
regarding the concert!
At first, we were worried that it's not gd enough
as we can't stop comparing with the performance that we put up
during last year's syf. That was so much better but still,
Kaleidoscope is a success! I am gonna miss him much>.<

All the farewell gifts...

specially thanks to my fav. girls for the flower

i really didn't expect it

Thank you!

I am really not looking forward for the farewell party

i know everyone will be in tears on that day

Even after kaleidoscope ytd, a lot of ppl cried

it's always hard to say goodbye

4 years in a blink of an eye

2010-06-26T21:18:00.002+08:00

Today is the last lesson with mr thum before the actual performance
cos next week will only be rehearsals
i was late this morning cos there's sth wrong with my alarm
but luckily, he was even later so i didnt get caught hehe
if not, i will have to stand throughout the lesson
anyway, he was late because he went to buy bread for all of us
in mind that we might yet have our breakfast !
so touched~
he's leaving us after our last performance
i wonder how our guzheng tuan will be like without him
ok, i will be prepared & bring more tissue papers on the day of kaileidoscope
this letter is given by geokmin:
i am really loving guzheng now❤

慵懒的星期五

2010-06-25T23:51:00.005+08:00

本来今天想打算留在家里做功课的
结果呢？
临时有古筝练习！
早晨又打雷下大雨，可是我还是赶去了
看我对古筝的那份热忱是不是值得赞许呢？哈哈
开个玩笑~
回家后，被妈妈拉去乌节路逛街
差不多把整个乌节都逛完了，累
晚餐在我最近好爱的新旺香港茶餐厅解决
我的土司，芒果冰，面线~~~~
以下就是我们今天的战胜品啦
polo ralph lauren 的衣服裤子香水
又花了好几百
我的一天就这样被浪费了。。。。

2010-06-24T19:40:00.003+08:00

逛街逛到全身酸痛，我真行
不过在ion里一家日本餐厅吃的午餐真的还不错哟

最近，都很忙
忙着为演出而练习，忙着赶假期功课
又是那临时抱佛脚的我

2010-06-16T23:19:00.003+08:00

Celebrated chelsea's birthday today! Went to her hse with cecilia weili bernice & yingting ,gave her a big surprise by showing up at her door step with a birthday cake & presents haha. Stayed @ her hse & watch dvd for the rest of the afternoon.

Anyway amanda bought me a black ribbon rubber band so that i can wear it together with her during kaileidoscope.(so sweet of her) & It only cost $2.50! Damn cheap. I feel so cheated cos i bought leishi & cecilia's ribbon @ $3.90 each for their birthday! and they all look exactly the same!! I knew it!

2010-06-15T23:46:00.001+08:00

爱上你不需要理由
你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去
还要更难受
爱让我想起你的时候
泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

Sentosa

2010-06-11T22:08:00.002+08:00

After chem spa skill 3 assessment( much easier than what i had expected ), went home to get my stuff & got changed. Arrived vivo @ 1240. I thought i was late cos their meeting time was 12 but actually i was early. Okay, class outing was quite fun...pushing the guys into water...water bombs...bathing in the water(sort of like sun tanning).....got myself all wet & sticky. Shower>IR>vivo>dinner with my family>home.
I am trying to get over it but they just keep on reminding me about him. You know how that feels?It's irritating. I can't be bothered to answer all those qns regarding him. So what if i answered? It doesn't make any difference..we are just friends?!

购物狂

2010-06-07T23:30:00.003+08:00

这是忘记上传的照片。。亲爱的蕾诗同学的生日。。这蛋糕好可爱啊~

我们把蛋糕拿起来随便砸，结果被老师骂了一顿！

我的校服和头发都是奶油呢，回家还被妈妈唠叨。。。

今天放学后，跟妈妈去血拼！

妈妈今天特别大方，给我买了两个COACH包包

这可真不便宜的说。。。

这个特可爱。第一眼就看中它！好喜欢好喜欢！！

这个很贵呢。为妈妈的钱袋心痛。。。

妈妈对自己更是特好，给自己买了这个价值$2000++ 的CELINE包包！

不过值得啦，真的很好看！我也很喜欢

但她不肯借我。。。

2010-06-07T00:25:00.001+08:00

Guys drink to forget about the girls, girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love, they become poor. When girls are in love, they become beautiful. Guys can forget, but can’t forgive. Girls can forgive, but can’t forget.
Guys break up when they feel love from another girl. Girls break up when they feel separation.
Guys feel curiosity towards all girls. Girls feel curiosity towards guys that are interested in them.
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl. When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
But finally, guys wish to be her first love, while girls wish to be his last.

But unlike you, I can’t just walk away. I can’t simply forget what we had. It’s not that easy for me to let go of something that was such a huge part of my life. I guess it really mattered to me.

2010-06-06T15:03:00.003+08:00

Keke! can you just grab a book & start reading instead of slacking & fooling around! you have no time to waste!!!!!!!!! I just don't have the momentum to start, HOW????

Afresh

2010-05-28T23:31:00.005+08:00

I got the sudden urge to cut away my long hair so i went to the salon today! I don't how where i got the courage from. When i told the hairdresser how short i want my hair to be, she was like" are you sure?you sure you won't regret?" Erm... yah i hope i don't but anyway my hair will grow back! No worries. A new hair cut, a new me. Let all the past to flush out of my memory

Say bye to my straight smooth long hair~

I will miss my long hair days ..haha

Keke is me-.-

2010-05-27T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hey, today is the last day of school.No, the last day of term 2! Normally, i should get all excited as it symbolises the beginning of HOLIDAY! Upon hearing the 7 letter word, who won't be excited?!(definitely not me) BUT this time round, i am not! Cause i have 2 weeks of remedial classes that i have to attend. Life is full of misery. ya i know, i shouldn't be so pessimistic.

People around me are changing seats almost everyday & i get to sit with different ppl each day! I love the idea cos i won't get bored. But, i just get irritated when the fabian & daniel kept on calling me rainbow. That's so irritating arrgh... Besides that, i am fine with them.

Hate those ppl who try to be emotional & love to catch attention! Just keep it to yourself & don't show off ! Cause seriously, i don't care. More often than not, i am rather disgusted by way you paint yourself as a weak victim while you are not. Your actions & words just don't seem to coincide. Such a show!

It's sad that people you know become people you knew

2010-05-23T14:24:00.002+08:00

今天打扫了房间一下因为实在是乱到不行。无意间，在我包包和柜子里再次的看到了你所送我的链子，手机吊坠，圣诞帽发夹，巧克力盒，方便面和那些与你一起看过的电影戏票。每一件物品都勾起了回忆。今天会是最后一次提起我们的过往，过了今天，我不会再有任何想念，我答应我自己。自今，你对我告白的画面还清清楚楚的浮现在我的脑海中，也许你以不再记得。和你在小学时期就认识了，自今都快8年了，的确是好长的一段时间啊！我们在一起的日子虽然很短暂，但我们却一起度过了许多快乐和伤心的时光，白痴的事也不少啊！记得我们一起去夜间动物园，看电影，去你家吃饭，唱ktv，放风筝，庆祝圣诞，海边吹风，到图书馆一起读书，一起吃早餐等等。这一切的一切我都会好好将他们保留起来，回忆有时确实比真实更美丽。。。也许你会讨厌我不能实现所说过的诺言，我只能说声对不起。你的人生观和我的并不一致，我们各自所想要的彼此都不能给，我的心思你不曾猜透，你的脾气我不曾了解，我的担忧你不顾虑，你的笑话我不理解。。。这就是我们。也许对你而言，这都是些借口，没关系，我不会去理会。妈妈也不会赞同我们，倒不如早点散，对你对我都是好事。分开的这段日子里，我都有偷偷的观察你。你似乎很快的把我忘了，和别的女生去夜店，和别的女生们调戏。如果我说我不难过，我不生气，你会相信吗？连我自己都不能相信这些的确是我的感受，我讨厌自己还在乎你。我讨厌那个口口声声说要分开，但心里却还念念不忘的那个自己！我以为我会很坚强，理性，不会被你的所作所为给影响，但事实并不是这样。如果我们不曾在一起，我的心里会更快乐一些吗？还是如果你不曾出现在我的生命里？唯一一点值得我庆幸的是我知道了你的真心，到现在才彻彻底底得明白！谢谢你的举动，让我好过一些，让我明白最傻的人是我，让我清楚的了解你的真心也只不过是这样而已，我只不过是你生命中的一个过客。相对的，我也会从今天这一刻起收拾自己的心情，对你一字不提。你想做什么就做吧！我不会在乎了！我们只是两条地平线，永远不会碰头。就算真的相遇了，我还是会微笑，那是简单地对普通朋友的问候。。。。。

Where is that me?

2010-05-22T20:06:00.003+08:00

I woke up at 8.30am this morning! can you believe this?!
It's a saturday morning whereeveryone should be lying
comfortably on their bed & dreaming away before that
scorching sun burns your ass. I felt kind of cheated
because the meeting time was rescheduled again & again
to 10am, despite the fact that they suggested & agreed on
9.30 the day before. We went hunting for Haji Lane which
is in bugis. Took a long mrt ride down. We were there
exceptionally early, all the malls were almost empty ( i like)
shopped around bugis junction, bugis street & iluma in waiting
for the drizzling rain to stop. & had our lunch @ QQ noodle
which we randomly came across. after which, we headed Haji
Lane & managed to find it in great ease! all thanks to jovy for
the map that she found on the net(: We roamed about in all
those shop houses selling clothes, accessories & weird stuff
until we were all tired out. then headed back to bugis junction
for a drink. Basically, we spent the whole afternoon walking
aimlessly around like what we always do haha:D
hais, i feels that i lose enthusiasm in everything.
What happened to me?
i'm just too bogged down my studies i guess

Untoward

2010-05-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

Got back all the papers except biology.
I am totally disappointed in eng & geo
especially ENGLISH!
C is definitely not what i wanted
This will serve as a wake up call for me
i shall stop procrastinating & get my motivation back
No more Cs for eng, no more no more!

Quite a handful of ppl didn't perform to their expectations
i comforted leishi & haozhe today.
Nearly spent the whole ss lesson comforting leishi
afterall, results are not everything
should learn to let go sometimes & move on
not moving on as per normal, but work double hard
so as to achieve your aims
"the harder you fall, the higher you bounce"
that's what jovy told me during sec 1
when i did badly for my maths EOY due to self -confidence
A really important lesson that i learnt
that often motivates me to work harder each time i fall

Besides, something unpleasant happened after ss lesson
it's frightening i swear!
Never go to the extreme.

!

2010-05-16T23:51:00.002+08:00

okay, i wasted another day.doing nothing but slacking away
I planned on sat that i wanted to revise integration
so that at least i will catch mr lee's lesson for tmr
but as you know, i always fail to carry out those BIG plans of mine
ya, i ended up watching tv & movie
& not forgetting a 2 hr afternoon nap ( That's why i am so awake now)
七天爱上你 is a very touching & romantic taiwanese movie^^
though i can't really catch the romantic parts haha
& the story plot is little strange & unrealistic
everything is too good to be true in real pratical life
i guess the script writer was trying to be creative by trying to twist the story
sadly, his creativity spoils everything
nevertheless, the male & female lead actors are very pleasant looking
& therefore, i managed to endure through the 1.5hr movie
anyway, i am prepared to be lost during maths lesson tmr
cos i knew NOTHING about integration-.-

NYGHS Guzheng Concert

2010-05-15T19:47:00.002+08:00

Went to watch e guzheng concert @ NYGHS auditorium with gz girls
their school compound is damn big can! & a good view of HwaChong
Chelsea & Nana dressed really like jap girls out of jap magazine, kawaii :DDDD
The concert is just so-so

after everyone went home, i went orchard with manda & lizhen
bought presents for wanyee @ muji
then went hereen to give her a surprise! haha
cos today is her last day working there
she finally made the choice to quit due to her busy school schedule
I think she was quite surprised upon my arrival(:

But Jackie is quite unhappy with me cos i forgot to give him my new phone number
& he couldn't contact me as he send messages to my old no.
i am so sorry
but things are fine now hehe

okay, i wanna watch IP man!!!!!
Super regret watching the BackUp Plan that day

Time for FUN

2010-05-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

exam is finally over!! cheers(:
i have made it!
time for a rest before another race begin

went plaza singapura to catch "The BackUp Plan"
nice movie!

2010-04-30T23:29:00.003+08:00

Goodbye & Thankyou

依然是朋友
“朋友”这词确实更贴切

是我想太多
反应比想象中更平静
没错，谁都不是谁的谁
谁都不会没了谁而停止
在你心里我有几分
我想我大概有个数了
虽然有点失落
但这不是重点！

想想那些年幼无知的举动
还真的有点好笑
你还是没变
从不曾去理解
执着的跟随自己的见解
我也失去了解释的机会
或许你说的没错
解释就是掩饰
我还是少解释的好

这一切都没变。。。

2010-04-24T19:16:00.001+08:00

jovy send 我的。
没错，完全反映了我们无趣的生活！

。

2010-04-21T18:08:00.002+08:00

AGRRH!

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❤

2010-04-20T22:12:00.002+08:00

今天放学后就去♥味拉面（不懂店名叫什么来的）庆祝之莹的生日
时间过好快哦，转眼间我们都长大了！

生活。

2010-04-18T14:16:00.002+08:00

读书读到我头都晕了。。
现在我的房间乱到不行。。好不容易挤出点位子来放我的电脑
到处都是书书书啊~
救命啊，等一下还的清理，不然可定会被妈妈骂死了
昨天超搞笑
他们说是《赵申终结日》听了我一头雾水~
叫我凌晨1点去唱K ! !
我才没跟他们疯，没去，待在家里睡觉
得好好准备考试才行
为了补偿，只好在考试后约吃饭了
还有电影。。
到时我肯定会破产
呜呜~

the list goes on

2010-04-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

1)I can't get myself to believe that MYE is just round the corner..left 2 weeks to chiong finish all the sec3 & 4 topics for all the subjects! My revision speed is super slow & ineffective...need work out a better one man! Gonna revise Bio ( excretion & homeostasis) physics ( chpt 1-21) a.maths ( differentiation & further coordiate geometry) for the weekend. I hope i can finish revising all. Goodluck to me.
2) Went for pizza hut after school with bernice,cecilia,weili,chelsea & dawn today. Their service is damn sucky! never gonna visit there again
3) I was late for Guzheng again as i went pizza hut for lunch today. Late for 1.5hrs!!!!! it's not the first time already. I need to change the habit of being late,yes.
4) Rushed to celebrate haitao's bday after cca. Bought a Bengawang solo chocolate cake for him as "present". I like the almond mixed with chocolate taste(:
5) Seems that i have to go down to celebrate my dearest zhiying's bday on the coming tue. But the very next day(wed), i have Bio SPA assessment & EL oral for MYE! I need to change my revison schedule again. Anyway, it has been a long time since i last catch up with her.Misses^^
6) You seem to forget about my existence. Or is it just me that thinks too much? It's strange, i need to put an end.
7)going to catch up with my sleep now...........zzzzzzzzz

你说的永远是什么

2010-04-11T19:24:00.002+08:00

今天心情很不好的说。。心里很乱，提不起精神来。之后，阿宝约了我去看电影，把他的朋友给推了。心里有点过意不去啊！看了（天使之恋）日剧，内容搞笑又带点悲伤，很棒！边看边吃了很多很多的巧克力和薯片，肥死了。全都是他请的，不让我付钱。真的不想欠人家人情啊。。。现在心情好多了，应该是巧克力的功效吧！

Homecoming Day 2010

2010-04-11T00:23:00.002+08:00

Totally tired me out..made sushi for like 8 hours! Standing through out..my legs are damn pain now~Jovy yingting xueying leishi steven & i were like sushi making machines, made one roll after another. cos the rest of the class don't know how to make & don't really wanna learn.Our business is good! Sold everything & we made much more than what we are expected! Earned $1000 plus(: I totally hate setting up stalls in the canteen! It's dark, hot & stuffy!I having been sweating the whole day,my god. I only spent awhile to visit the haunted house which is scary~ & the 404 cafe. We are called back by sishiong cos w/o us, the sushi stall can't survive!haha! Our game stall in the field only make $200 plus of profit. It's a last min idea so it's kind of expected. After everything, we stayed back to take some photos. Then i went off with wenxi yvette & qiaoyi, we also took photos like mad! Headed to amk hub for dinner then home sweet home. On the way, steven smsed to thank us for the efforts made. But rather i think we shld thank him instead haha! Anyway, i love my class tee(:(:

(:

2010-04-06T15:53:00.002+08:00

I improved on my 2.4km run by 1min. My timing is 13min20sec. a A for me! I can't imagine running 2.4 ever again. It's so tiring. Everytime i got the urge to give up half way through. Anyway i am prepared to get Cs & Ds for my other NAFA items

累了

2010-04-04T13:19:00.002+08:00

我真的好累。。有好多的事要去做。。
很想把每件事多做好不要给自己留下任何遗憾。。但总是有那么多的遗憾和失落。
很怕不能达到自己的目标。。想很努力但却不知从何开始
我真的好怀念以前的那个自己
虽然很懵懂很傻很无知但至少是快乐的
做事从来不用顾虑这个或哪个只跟随自己的心走
长大后发现原来很多的事情都不能这样有点无奈。
好想把许许多多美好的画面给保留但却总是被时间和距离给冲淡
每当我想再一次把它们找回却又被身边的琐事给冲昏了头
永远都无法拥有一切不能满足贪欲的心
能笑的时候就尽情的笑吧要哭的时候就敞开心胸的哭吧
不要给青春留白
我也要学会快乐的面对一切！（：

Cos you said bye to yesterday

2010-04-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

I seriously thought he was angry today. But i don't get it why but luckily everything turned out to be fine. It's just that i think too much again. But anyway, thanks to jiejun. He bought all my coupons without a second word(:

Nothing was black or white

2010-04-02T00:24:00.001+08:00

Back from TopOne. tired. uploading photos on facebook now... I sold all my homecoming tickets! yay!~

Sports day

2010-03-28T16:06:00.002+08:00

Sports day @ Hougang stadium yesterday. It ended with all of us suntanning under the 12pm hot afternoon sun for half an hour plus after all the events. I don't understand why must we sit under the hot sun for the prize giving ceremony? They seem to be enjoy torturing us. That happens every year for sportsday & firedrill. Not any other time period but 12 to 1 when the sun is the strongest.I got sunburn!like many of the rest. Dark patches on my legs & arms, look super ugly. But the unexpected thing is that cuda finally emerged as the champion this year!hoorah!
After dismissal, we went leishi's house to do sushi. Her mum taught us how to do it & we tried it out. I think we failed, the sushi(s) do not look appealing. Hope we can some how work it out on homecoming. Went home after we had done the paper works.

want to believe

2010-03-26T19:09:00.002+08:00

Went AWWA ( school for autistic kids) ytd with yingting & lydia cos the rest of the xsp could not make it due to varies reasons like remedial lessons... Rained heavily after school but that doesnt discourage us from going..We ran our way there & got all wet! yes all wet! The lady there even offered us tissues to dry ourselves. Then we were splited into different classrooms. I went to classroom 16( see, i still rmb it) There were 4 boys aged 7 in the classroom, Daniel, Jacob, Nigel & 1 chinese boy which his name i can't rmb. When i first approached them & tried to say hi, they didn't response at all. Later did i realise that they can't even pronounce their name. So as for the rest of the day, i did painting & cutting with them. It's really not easy to handle these kids. I may not be able to do it without the help of the teachers there. Despite repeating the instructions & demonstrate the procedures countless times ,they won't be able to get it. A lot of patience is needed. The kids in my classroom are generally friendly & cute. I heard that kids in some other classrooms are vry noisy & violent.? Anyway, i really feel a lot through the visit.

2010-03-24T15:13:00.002+08:00

I really don't want to say this but i just can't stand you any longer. I tried to be nice to you even after you said tons of nonsense & sacarstic comments. But there's a limit. I don't think why we should be pushed by you just because of your so called" innocent face" . Your jokes are really not that funny but i always tried to acknowledge them & give some form of reply during el lessons & some other lessons when you are seated in front. But no more! I think i will just shut you off my life from now on. Your ignorance is fallen to be the laughing stock of mine

Little things make life great

2010-03-21T20:34:00.002+08:00

Organising an outing is a tough job, only till now that i realised. But i'm glad that timlum is so cooperative. Thanks man for your stupid jokes^^

we all have stories to tell

2010-03-20T22:43:00.006+08:00

I love this Gucci bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope tmr is my birthday

Tmr is the last day of march holiday! time flies..really...1 week holiday just go pass without me realising it. And that're still so much things left undone. I just don't have the urge to do it. I still went shopping today with my long lost friends. & we had dinner @ New York! spent $100 plus on 1 meal. I'm so broke! But anyway the salmon & dory fish are really nice^^ The other dishes taste normal. Okay, going facebook now.

I want to be barbie. The bitch has everything.

It's never where i wanna be

2010-03-17T23:59:00.007+08:00

i was trying to upload the other 2 photos on facebook just now but my com is so lag. nvm maybe next time.
went library after my cca today. I was the latest! Late by 1 hour plus. I don't know why or maybe i know. After cca, went to meet wenxi & yvette. They were busy studying geo when i arrived. I tried my best to stuff some chem concepts into my head for the afternoon but apparently nth goes in. We waited for jovy & later went to have some snacks. Then headed home. Tmr is gonna be another long day. sigh~
I should have save the chat history. Happy to the max:):):):)ahB

cause the heart whispers

2010-03-15T18:16:00.003+08:00

the SHINE muscial was average. everyone dressed up so nicely & formal. It's the first time in my life that i sang the school song with pride on that night at the end of the show. After the muscial, we rushed home. The very next day i got guzheng at 9AM! AM!& Mr Thum is coming on that day to see how is our progress! But things went out okay, only one sec 3 girl got scolded. That's all. Before he leave, he wanted us to memorise almost all the songs by the next time he see us. 4 bloody songs! The longest is 5 pages!!! hais~ sigh~ Then lunch with amanda>home. Sunday, caught being human, directed by jack neo, with jiahan. Since he is very keen on watching that show & as a kind soul, i granted his wish.( ain't i great?) It's like any other typical singapore movie. Nothing unique about it. If you are too bored @ home & got nth better to do, caught being human & have a good laugh:D haha Today took the HCL paper1. I chose si han instead of gong han as by scanning through the questions for once, i find that si han is easier cos i don't wanna talk about YOG at all, it's so boring. But si han is not any better, i spent almost an hour on it cos i don't know what to write. Squeezed all my brain juice out & at last, managed to write out 3 pages essay with little logic. Btw the si han is about write a letter to your aunt & tell her what's your view on managing studies & participating on school's 65th anniversary activities at the same time.( something like that larh)As for the zuo wen, i chose qns 4 ( as expected cos qns 5 bao zhang bao dao is so bloody long & complicated, it shuts me off completely) But i didn't finish the essay, writing through the jian yi half way then times up. Luckily it's not the really 'o'. if not, i think i will die. Lunch with christina,jovy,wenxi& yvette at yoshinoya.It's been a long time since the 4 of us had a proper lunch together! Really miss the sec2 times~ if only time can rewind. Sec4 life is so boring & dry & stress of cause! But also because it's the last year, i begin to treasure every moment that i spent with all of them. We really should create more memorable memories together!

Lost in yourself

2010-03-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

I'm disappointed with myself...
& things aren't right...

Anyway, i love this song

You know you love me
I know you care
And I would never, not be there
You are my love
You are my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart
Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends, What are you sayin'
Take another look right in my eyes
My first love, broke my heart for the first time
And now I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm likeBaby, baby, baby noo
I'm likeBaby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine
For you, I would have done whateverand no i can't believe we're not together
And I'm gonn' play it cool While I'm losin you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in piecesso come fix me
shake me til' you can wake me from this bad dream
*I'm goin down, down, dooown

battery running low

2010-03-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

ya my com battery is running low so i have to post a quick one. Just had my guzheng camp last weekend. To sum it up, the camp is better than last year, i tried quite a number of new things like drinking milk tea from real milk bottle, haunted trail etc & discovered that there's a candy shop called "sticky" at clark quay central. The candy is really yummy by the way. Form better bonds with enhui & some sec 1, 2 & 3 juniors.
Thanks to ms sia, we got $30 seat for just $18 to the SHINE MUSCIAL!!somemore it's in the evening!
today after school, went amk hub with jovy &chelsea to hunt for our dress for SHINE . Finally, the two managed to get their dress. Can't wait for friday! SHINE!

Listen closely

2010-03-04T18:06:00.002+08:00

People i got my new phone! Samsung F480i pearl white! yay! I actually wanted a pink one but there' isnt any plus all the other phones are not nice, i was quite disappointed then. But luckily i found this! so chio..haha:DDDD i just went google & found out that there is pink colour for this model..maybe just that s'pore doesn't sell that. Anyway the pink is not the baby pink that i wanted so nvm. I don't care. Guzheng camp tmr!!! I can't wait!!! going to pack my stuff for the camp now(:

2010-02-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

Went leishi's hse after sch today with jovy cecilia bernice weili & haozhe. Her mum is very friendly & cute haha:D she cooked alot of food for us! After lunch, jovy went back to school for cca. the 5 of us gambled, talked & karaoke! Fun & i laughed a lot! At around 5.30pm, weili's dad drove cecilia back & my uncle drove me & haozhe back home. The end

that's not enough

2010-02-24T22:41:00.003+08:00

I just drank 2 cans of F&N orange & cheerryade, my stomach is bloated, filled with gas & water. This post is gonna be very random, be prepared. Bernice just sms-ed me to check for the rental of the candy floss machine so that's why i on my computer & got attracted to this little blog of mine. Yes, i did some work! recorded down the contact numbers & will check with the girls about what to do next. call, sms or email?which ever is the fastest! Today is the last lesson with our grandpa, mr tay...awww~ so sad:( although his lessons can be boring & i totally catch no ball at all, his funny jokes can be really entertaining! i still prefer mrs peh over him though because at least during her lessons, i can learn sth. Tmr got english compre test!!!!! i hope i can get 3 out of the 5 vocab qns correct. i like my this year el teacher cause she is very motherly like, dun mind to repeat her words over & over again & most of all, she really teaches skills!! unlike the who....
Anyway, today's bio lesson was interesting. The leishi kept on asking the guys qns regarding the male reproductive parts & most of all, she asked them whether they got erect before! WTH! i applaud for her courage haha:D the school got new guzhengs for the sec4s! yeah! no more rusty strings, no more bing bong bang due to the loosely capped covers whenever we wanna move our guzhengs, no more dusty guzhengs! But because they are new, i must tiao yin every now & then cause the gz always pao yin! lastly, i only know that there is a haunted toilet in xinmin today during recess after being in xinmin for 3 years! I knew that there's a haunted staircase in the middle back corridor at the classroom block but i didn't know that there're toilets situated at each staircase landing. So jovy leishi yingting & i spent about 10 mins of our recess to explore the toilets! pretty thrilling! some people ran off when we arrived @ the door step, so left the 3 of us & we went in !!! nothing happened, but we heard weird sounds so we screamed & ran back to classroom. okay, i go pack my bag now

Endless love or Endless pain

2010-02-23T17:56:00.002+08:00

These days i always feel like sleeping in class...i don't know why
Anyway my gz camp in on 5th to 7th march,which is next week! I don't know whether i should look forward to it anot. After 3 years in gz, i starts to love my cca.Unbelievably! I actually love camps cause we can put studies aside & have fun. Just like what we did last year. This year is my last year to participate in gz camp! Sad to say...I still remember the times we crept into boy's toilet to bath @ night, cheering, bonding activities, heart to heart talk @ night, bbq...etc So much memories. But the part i hate gz camp is that we have to bath in cold water!There's no water heater!!!! & have to sleep on the hard & cold classroom floor!!!!! The thought of it disappoints me.

Some ppl are just so loud & show off...like as if i care!

Beauty attracts attention, personality captures the heart

2010-02-21T18:32:00.002+08:00

Hi people, just come back from my teacher's hse.
bored! i shall just blog about what i did for the week
starts off with...

MONDAY!
Went Haw Par Villa with mum. It's a long time since i last went there & the place got renovated. so i was looking forward,thought that would be sth interesting.But in the end, there's nth much! pretty much the same as before. Then went science centre,wanna watch the body world expedition. The queue was super long so we gave up! End off the day with a movie--Beggar Su! Nice nice^^

TUESDAY!
I forgot what i did................
oh! Lunch @ Crystal Jade Kitchen! yumyum^^

WEDNESDAY!
It's a half day for us..we were dismissed after 3 hrs of lesson! yeah:D so went amk hub watch movie--Percy Jackson with the girls in the photo below.. & four other guys, fabian haozhe jonathan & ruihao! ( btw this photo is taken by fabian) I don't know why we are posing in front of the Little Big Soldier movie poster although we are watching Percy. Nvm. Anyway the movie is AWESOME!

THURSDAY!
Just a normal school day.....
The milk tea that 403 is selling is very nice. Although it's very ex, $2.20 for 1 cup. Actual price outside is $1.50 only! But it's for charity you see...worth it then.

FRIDAY!
Had lunch with Yvette & Jovy.Since a long time that we have lunch together cause we are all vry busy with our own stuff. Anyway, 11 JUNE! A day to remember(:

SATURDAY!
Studying physics! So many chapters! Driving me headache! Late night movie with mum. Little Big Soldier! Very entertaining & funny! But it's not as good as what some ppl said about it.

TODAY!
Actually wanted to go jovy's hse bt due to some reasons, we abandoned the plan. We went our form teacher's hse. The twenty plus of us turned her hse into a "casino". FUN!
okay, the physics tb is in front of me now! bye!

Everything reminds me of you

2010-02-16T23:47:00.002+08:00

CNY is over..sch tmr!!! I'm so not looking forward...except that tmr going to watch movie with classmates(: There're so many nice movies that i wanna catch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I watched BEGGER SU & ALL WELL ENDS WELL TOO 2010 for the past 2 days. Begger su is super nice! thumb up! The part about kinship really makes me cry. All well ends well too is not okay, its not funny at all even though it's suppose to be a comedy. The whole movie seems to be very very rush, 1.5 hrs. I wanna watch 1.valentine's day 2.percy jackson 3.72 tenants of prosperity 4.summer days. ok, that's quite a lot. Anyway, i am so proud to say that i won $8 this cny for playing poker card.haha!

2010-02-15T16:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR(:

2010-02-14T20:04:00.003+08:00

I wanna wish everyone a HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR & VALENTINE'S DAY!:DDDDDDD I received many angbaos today haha! Anyway, our sch celebrate cny on fri 12 feb at the sch hall & followed by spring it up! It's quite fun collecting old newspapers & clothes together as a whole class. After which, we had fire drill! arrgh! i hate it to the max!
Lastly, picnic @ vivo with the girls(: Little gifts (cookies & cards) i received from my friends..they are so sweet^^

I love jovy

I love the shirt that we are wearing..but too ex:(

Leishi doing stretching again?haha:D

Group photo! All the 8 faces are in

Comparing height again~

Our food yumyum! my fried rice at the bottom, looks nice?

AdrenalineRush

2010-02-07T21:17:00.002+08:00

After studying geo on the topic of food, i feel so bored & it seems like that the whole chapter is talking about how DCs got plenty of food while LDCs are not having enough. I'm really not into human geo man, i seriously prefer physical geo over human geo. Although both are about memorising the tb but at least physical geo got lesser things to memorise haha. Anyway, currently, i have been doing vry badly for my tests. Like for example the A-maths test, i copied the qns wrongly! That's so frustrating! & the chem common test, not enough time! Left the last part which worth 11 marks BLANK! &*)%#@^*
Btw, i just checked the student handbook. MYE is in MAY!
oh man!

Hahaha laugh out loud

2010-02-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

Went to take my incentives this afternoon.yeahyeahyeah:DDDjames is so nice. He actually sms-ed me to remind me that i forgot to take my incentives.So i rushed down in order for him not to take my share haha! But the most depressing is that, when i went there, Ashim & james all said that i looked very pale:( They encouraged me to put on more make up.(What a bad idea) well, is it really that bad? Ashim also said that i looked nerd with my spec.(*roll my eyeballs*That's the effect i want) Lastly, he finally said sth encouraging--You look pretty without your spec, that's why everytime there's male stuff around you & i have to pull them off if not nobody is going to do the work. HAHA! Thx like as if. okay, I need to sleep more...eat more...drink more...starting from now!

that's me

2010-02-05T22:53:00.002+08:00

I don't know what's wrong with me
someone
pls tell me
you got me
totally stuck
in this little hot mess!
tmr will be a day for myself
sleep eat & play com
sometimes
i just need some time for myself
to separate from the world outside
hope you will understand
so
stop questioning me
stop adding pressure on me
stop telling me this & that
stop doing all the silly things
i am tired too
I need to sort out all this!

Cry Out'

2010-02-02T00:26:00.002+08:00

Celebrated jiahan's bday on sat @ Ichiban Sushi. We waited for a long time b4 we can get a table for TEN10! I nearly froze to death by the icy cold air con. I wondered why the rest didn't...Anyway, surprised him with 2 bday cakes!haha Hope that will be a memorable night(:

Had a quarrel with him last night. We were all pissed off by one another i guess. "i am sick & tired, i go sleep le", were his last words. I was really upset about it last night & was thinking how am ii going to endure through the night. Luckily, hs sms-ed me(: He comforted me without asking me about the problem as he knew that i won't say it out loud. I guess he knows me too well after being together for around 1 year. haha:D Thanks(:

Maybe love has its expiry date too..just like anything...

Now that you got me stuck in here

2010-01-29T17:08:00.002+08:00

Has been staring at the screen for the past 2 hours & more doing geo research. Apparently, nothing comes out of my head. What's wrong with me???? It's just hard for me to get all the things in.....
I want to go jogging, i feel fat!

School life

2010-01-28T16:59:00.003+08:00

Farewell party for our guzheng teacher. The sec3s bought a chocolate cake & we the sec4s gave her a big card with all our wishes. She cried..aww~.~ We will miss you, li lao shi(: Although she only taught me for around 1 year, she is a very caring teacher i would say. Our class got new tables & table covers(:(:(:(: Finally we can threw away all those old & dirty tables which have been used for dunno how many years. My table looks so shinny & brand new! I like it! But on that very day, i kana cut by the table cover's edge 3 times! Now i got 3 marks on my left hand ,damn it!

It's like a dream.You are just too good to be true

2010-01-24T20:55:00.004+08:00

Went supper with my colleagues ytd night at around 10.30pm.Had pastamania yumyum^^ It's suppose to be a farewell party for me.So touched.After which we just sat there & chit chat until we forgot about the time. By the time we realise it's already 12am so we rushed to mrt station. A very funny scene but fun! Really gonna miss them alot. Only till ytd that i realised timlum actually live in amkO.0 So we took the train together. Zhaoshen alight first at novena,followed by timlum & me then wanyee the last cos she live at jurong(that's really very far). Hais...now i already miss them liao..All the fun & laughter we had together...Those happy memories will always stay within me. I promise that i won't forget everyone of them. I wanna thank:
1) WANYEE -for being a great friend! Always sharing food with me. Exchange shift with me when i don't feel like working(without complaining). Gossiping with me...etc
2)ZHAOSHEN- for helping me doing this & that..funny jokes..lending me $$
3)JACKIE-for saving desserts for me even though sometimes you kana scolded by manager hehe:D
4)TIMLUM-for all your stupid jokes haha!
5)LIQUAN & JACK-for helping me to toast bread, prepare soup..etc
6)ASHIM-for the compliments haha:DDDD
& others which i don't know too well...

Okay it's all over. you shld just let go & stop thinking about it. Your existence may not really matter to him. I thought you will hate him. or is that just pretence?It's not going to happen, you know it from the start. Why do you still have to put on that fake smile even though that actually hurts? Even though nobody is gonna to realise that your heart crumbles? Stupid you! There's a she going after him too. Why do you have to involve yourself in a competition when you know the chances of winning is slim? Who asked you to give away your heart freely? Maybe you just deserve it.....

hahahahaha!

2010-01-22T23:57:00.003+08:00

Roses(: haha Received from______.
Which girl can resist the temptation of flowers??

Went lunch ( so called lunch la hah but we ate round 4+pm) Celebrate yuting's belated b'day also. We embarrassed him by singing happy birthday song loud even for everyone in the restaurant to turn back & look at him.haha:DDDD & blah blah blah ........& accidentally bumped into yvette & amanda at amk hub while the rest went to buy cake......blahblahblah..too lazy to type...i shall just end here.

O Level Chinese Result(:

2010-01-11T21:31:00.003+08:00

Was at the hall to witness our seniors getting back their results. Overall, there's improvement for the express stream as compared to 2008.Especially for pure history! 100% distinction!!! Msg=1!!!!! Means everyone gets a A1!!! Wow0.o But sadly, pure history is not offered to us so we can only take E.hist. Pure history seems to be much more easier than pure geo. Our top student for 2009 is a malaysian scholar with 10 A1s! Anyway, i get A1 for my normal chinese!!!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDx10 . Before that, ms____ keep on scaring us during her lesson.Makes me really worried about my result. Got my first A1 for my L1R5, 9 more to go. Jiayou~ After which, i went guzheng & received my grade 4 exam certificate. Got a Merit, 2 more marks to Distinction! Such a waste! Lastly, took my height & weight during PE lesson 165.5cm! I grow by 0.5cm. Is this a gd thing?? My target is 167cm. 1.5cm to go!

Happy Birthday Jovy!

2010-01-10T12:15:00.005+08:00

Ytd was jovy's 16th bday! Finally she is sixteen! Celebrated her bday @ my work place. I asked the manager to play the happy bday song for her with the purchase of a slice of american cheese cake. The song is funny. Chinese verison then followed by English version & lastly, a remix verison. We actually planned to buy thw whole cake for her but everyone is full after having the main course, plus the dessert of the day is also cake! So we decided to cancel it. Anyway hope she will like my present. Everyone says it suits her(: @ the escalator of Forever 21

The Bday girl & me(:

Another one. Jovy is blowing the candle

Group photo<3>

What do you think of me?

2010-01-07T18:15:00.002+08:00

Sch finally started!! Lesson goes on & on.....things are getting tougher especially for maths larh! Differentiation. Geometric proving.What the hell is that? I am totally still in the holiday mode. Btw my new class room 402 is located at the forth floor again. Finally got air-con after waiting for 3 years! Actually with or without air-con, there isnt any much difference. Cos we still switch on the fans. One special thing abt my class is that we got a big floor mirror on the wall cos the classroom used to be a dance room. Girls no need to go to the toilet anymore for adjusting uniform & hair. That's a good thing haha! Today, i forgt to bring ODT to school & i need to get a new one from the bookshop at $4.20! That's not cheap for a lousy ODT! School just reopen for 4 days & i paid a lot of money already! $10 for class fund, $5 for class bbq last year, $$$ for chem notes, $$$ for english o level exam paper,$4.30 for handbook, $9 for 3 pairs of xinmin socks...etc. We are all so broke:( Release of o level chinese result on nxt mon! I seriously need to get an A1 for that. If i don't, i really dunno what shld i do.

Falling for you is not within my control

2010-01-03T09:25:00.002+08:00

Had great fun ytd with friends in my work place. A lovely & funny bunch(: As early as 11.30am, i met wanyee at orchard cos she is too excited so we decided to meet earlier. Then we went shopping! I found that we actually have the same taste for almost everything.wow. Bought some stuff. We spent a lot of time trying to figure out whether we should buy that 2 pairs of heels that we are craving for. After countless attempts, we still didnt buy them. The first pair is very uncomfortable while the second pair's heels are too high. Hais... 女人啊女人！
After 3hrs of shopping, both of us are tired. So we took taxi from ion orchard to the hereen haha.
Meet Zhaoshen.Then we go walk walk awhile more while waiting for ahbao. KFC for gossiping session LOL. At 4pm, ahbao can finally be released! Take cab to novena, had lunch & dinner at Jack's Place!Damn ALAF. Take cab back to work. Released at 10pm. The four of us went HongKong Cafe for supper. I love the french toast & milk tea.yumyum^^ Ahbao is super funny, keep on making me & wanyee laugh. We were laughing all the way seriously for his stupid jokes & magic show. HAHA 12am i took cab bck home while the 3 of them went to play pool.
Tmr back to sch! Havent prepare anything yet! & still gt hw undone! oh gush! Me & Wanyee

Btw, this is the heart shape made by lg & hs using firesticks which i have mentioned in one of the previous posts.Nice right?

Bye 2009 & Hello 2010

2010-01-01T11:51:00.006+08:00

The people you need in your lives are those that need you in the same way as you need them.
Here are those whom i've kept close to my heart.
You people light up my life(:
(Photos are not in order, sorry) I miss the times that we spent together in the same hotel room. I know that i bath very slowly but thanks for tolerating me haha:D

Many years of friendship & i am still counting(:

Aha! I can't forget you of cause. Thanks for all the things that you have done for me(:

Best class ever!

A happy-go-lucky girl, always add laughter to my life

Sweet girls from my class

Homecoming photo haha

You girls are the best! I'm so glad that i found your(:(:(: Going through everything with me. My love for your can't be summarised here. But i know your know that i love you!

Oh! Another class photo

Yupp i love them

I will rmb the times that we spent together

I'm so missing cambodia

There are still some that i want to thanks which are not in the photos

Chelsea &Anna for waiting for me every time after cca

Amanda & Lizhen for joking with me

Lili for being my super friend:D

Wanyee for all the sharing abt*ahem* haha

okay that's all

Happy New Year

2010-01-01T11:18:00.003+08:00

Went Marina Square to countdown ytd night after work. Super crowded there & my leg hurts with that killing heels! Nevertheless, managed to watch the 8min fireworks haha:D
beautiful nia~ Then the rest of them actually wanted to ton overnight one at vivo ktv but i wanna go home & get my beauty sleep. So lg accompany me home, shiyu & his friend also went home. In the end left only 4 ppl but they booked for 8 ppl.LOL. So in the end they went somewhere else cos they dun want 4 person to share the price of 8 pax. I feel guilty. Hahaha.
Later going to watch Ci Ling! My JAY CHOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am coming!!!!!!!!!!!! Luckily,wanyee changed shift with me if not i must wake up early today. But also good for her, she get more money & can get to see her shuai ge haha! Anyway Anyway,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Doesn't feel like a new year to me, everything is going too fast.

rewind please

2009-12-30T16:58:00.002+08:00

Actually i am planning to do my english holiday homework now, which is the paul's wheel thingy. But i just can't take out my pen & get started.Arrgh.. this is so irritating. Still got many homework undone when there's only like 4 more days left! Anyway just now went back to sch for cca, a lot of workers there painting the walls. A brand new look for xinmin next year! Btw my class is still on the forth floor:( I hate climbling up the stairs. All" thanks" to 401 for snatching our classroom away. Sighs.......
Everyday is great when you are around, something to look forward to.

Merry Christmas to All

2009-12-26T15:17:00.003+08:00

Went to meet laogong yuting zhangyi shiyu shulynn xinyee & qianyu after i finish work at like 10pm++. Then, we waited for chenshuang & huangshuai . After that, we sat at somewhere near the information counter of somerset 313 discussing what to do next.LOL Took a long time as usual, always can't make up our mind. After like half or an hour then we decided to go bugis for steamboat. But 3 of the girls can't go cos they are broke or something. Steamboat is nice!yumyum^^ After which, we called zhiying wanna her to come over. But she wanna go clarkquay then the rest of us dun wish to. Then, we discussed over this matter for like another 1 hour plus!!!!! In the end, zhiying went clarkquay with her sister, yuting zhangyi & shiyu went home cos they are too tired. haha. Left me laogong chenshuang & huangshuai. We took cab to east coast. Played poker card. They taught me to play a new game called "bridge" ( i think so). Sorry but i'm just so dumb that i can't manage to get it after playing for many many rounds.HAHA! So went to the breakwater there at around 4 or 5am to play little fire stick. Laogong & huangshuai made a heart shape using the sticks then they light it up 1 by 1. So preeeettttttyyyyy~ okay then we waited for grandpa sun to come out. We waited & waited but in the end, we didnt manage to watch the mesmerising sun rise due to the haze(according to huangshuai) so disappointing! Went mac at 7am to get a drink then home sweet home.
Super tired now, going to meet friends at 4.45pm later to grab a meal then work.

There you goes again,

2009-12-23T10:16:00.002+08:00

Currently, i'm very pissed with somebody. Hate those ppl who think they are very cool & capable but actually they are not. But they still try to act like one, making me *puke* Just find it super disgusting & irritated when i have to meet him almost everyday with no choice! Behave like a pri sch kid although you are way much much older! There must be a lot of cotton wool stuck in your head & affect it's function. Childish thinking. Think yourself very cool?huh? Every time wear that stupid hat although it doesnt match your clothing at all. Or are you trying to make yourself look taller??I don't think so la hor cos you are so self contented. Even dare to tell me that in singapore i can't find much guys that are taller than him when he himself is ONLY around my height, for a GUY! Excuse me, there are aplenty out there! Not even that, he is super thick skin larh & look disgusting. Doesn't give me a clean impression of him ( to the others there as well) I seriously need to buy him a mirror this christmas so that he can take a good look at himself. Don't even know what's love still wanna talk about it, act as if he is very experienced & still dare to jio ppl. Crazy guy, everyday sms me say-beloved /my dear when i am not even steading with him! Siao! Idiot! Are you just so desperate?Super irritating when he ordered me to do this & that when i don't feel like & nag at me etc. Who do you think you are huh??? you just went there a week before then you think you very pro liao is it? But the funny part is, YOU yourself broke the cups, get complains from customers & scoldings from managers. HAHA! Serve you right! Please la, don't try to teach me how to handle the tray & serve the customers. I may know that much more than YOU! I got learn physics one okay , i know how to balance the tray okay. No need you to teach me when you are just a ite student! Everyday sms me, when i don't reply then he will send again & again in A FEW MINs INTERVAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & call. You think others are as free as you? How do you expect me to take my hp wherever i go & put down all of stuff i'm doing but just to reply you when i receive your msg? Who do you think are? My father?! Fcking bastard.

okay. i know i'm mean but really can't stand him.

hello hello hello hello heeeeeeellllllllllloooooooo

2009-12-20T10:03:00.002+08:00

Didn't update my blog for quite a few days cos i was busy working. Not enough people so i have to work extra shift sometimes.Btw, got 1 night i saw CELESTE CHEN! & i actually served her. As usual, she has her super uber deep make up on & with her new bf & 2 other gals. Actually she is not very pretty lorh especially with her messy hair. Some more i think she very act cute lorh by the way she talk.yucks! okay enough about her. Let me tell all of you the 3 nicest people in my work place--Jackie wanyee fabian. Actually fabian can be irritating at times but i cant deny that he helped me alot. Always helping me to do this & that. Wanyee & me are the only 2 gals there so of cos we are close. We are also gossiping around during free times. Jackie is a Vietnamese guy. Wanyee & me every time call him-----Jackie~Jackie~ then he will be like---okay okay. Haha:D i dunno how to type this out in a funny way larh but i suppose you get what i mean right? okay, need to go.

hello peeps!

2009-12-16T18:36:00.002+08:00

Have been working almost everyday. Although it's tiring for some times but i feels that i lead a fulfilled life now!!! haha:DDDD Didn't know that working can be so fun!!!!

shopping larhs!

2009-12-13T10:09:00.003+08:00

昨天晚上，一家人去乌节路血拼去了。那里可说的上是人山人海啊。我们差不多把整个乌节路走遍了，买了好多好多的东西呢。感觉超好的！花了好多的钱啊，脚也走得累死了。出门前还化了个大浓妆，很久没化了，平时都太懒惰了。哈哈化妆之前，气色不太好。。。。。

化妆之后，感觉有差哦！

亲一下哈哈我真的是太无聊了！！！！！！！！

好想剪个短发。。。

这张有种说不出来的感觉，好象是我妹妹哈哈

最后，还是把头发扎起来出门了。

真是受不了我自己啊。

好啦，我要去吃东西了 bye~

Fly Kite Fly

2009-12-10T23:05:00.006+08:00

I finally FLY a KITE today!all thanks to my dearest(:
went marina barrage today with him. the wind there is super strong!
so we managed to fly the kite without much effort haha:D
Kite flying is fun seriously
everyone shld go & have a try!

After kite flying, we went dinner wibb yuting & zhangyi at pizza hut. \Ordered a christmas combo for about $75 but the pizza is not very nice nia.
Kind of wasted.
Anyway anyway! my blogskin looks super uber chio right???
hahahahahaha

2009-12-09T22:33:00.003+08:00

Some overdued photos... Wenxi drew this for me! so pretty hahaha:D

This is what we do when we are bored in bio lab

At zhangyi's bday celebration

At ChenShuang's bday celebration..

Love all of them(: friends for many many years

TODAY

Went orchard with junkang
walked the whole orchard road back & forth
haha:D then Jack's place
a lot deers with different clothings along the road
many people taking pics down there

Anyway i just come back home
jus now went to eat dessert
yumyum^^

okay bye~

i love mulan

2009-12-08T23:01:00.002+08:00

Had my guzheng grade 4 examination today at 1.30pm
actually it's suppose to be 1.39pm
but the person in front of me, which is sherry, she was late!
she smsed me before that but i still went there early
so i took over her place lorhs & had my test 9 mins earlier
not much a lost anyway.
made plenty of mistakes while playing the 3 pieces
stupid me! Watched hua mu lan with lizhen & amanda in the late evening
amanda looks super chio 2day haha
okay, the movie is not bad
quite touching~ love it
suddenly, i kind of like hua mu lan & the male lead
hahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Photos photos

2009-12-06T12:21:00.007+08:00

Upload some photos here so that the page won't look so that plain haha;DDDDDDDDDDD Some of the photos are taken from others cos i havent upload my photos from my camera yet..i am too lazy larhs but ii will definitely upload them one day for sure heheWith the girls in changi airport before taking off

LOOK! so beautiful right??? we were having our lunch at the river side..the sky is reflected on the surface of the water .WOW

Outside Savong School gate

Actually we are suppose to do a sexy pose

Jumping shot

All the countries flag are along the sea

I was amazed by this

Last photo at Savong Orphanage..miss them

ya so this is our sexy pose but as you can see, not very sexy la haha;D

Our 3 teachers who have been our camera man & women for 6 days haha

I don't know how to walk away when the kids come up to me & beg me to buy their stuff

I did nothing but holding on to my bottle of water haha

The stairs are very steep. this pic is so unglam,showing off my butt, who took this???

In our hotel room. me, jovy, christina & yvette

I look so attentive listening to jovy :D

okay i shall here.

HAPPY BIRTHAY CHENSHUANG!

2009-12-05T10:36:00.002+08:00

Celebrated shuangshuang's bday on 3rd Dec, Thursday, in Kbox. Super cold there plus the ice cream cake, double coldness. Almost freeze to death, haha abit exaggerated. But nevertheless, enjoyed myself & we all have fun & stuff like that.

6D5N @ CAMBODIA

2009-12-02T23:27:00.004+08:00

i shall blog about my trip to cambodia for the past 7 days
as my memory is still fresh now haha

Day1-basically there's nothing much on the first day. spent the whole day on the plane & bus. reached ParkLane hotel at night, dinner & reflection. seriously, i don't know what's the point of having such a long late night reflection when we just step into cambodia.Lols. By the way yvette & jovy are my roommates for the whole trip yeah! We were so excited that we can't sleep for the night, spent lots of time of having heart to heart talk with them. Anyway, the hotel is quite big & very comfortable. We got all the facilities that we need.

Day2-visited the famous AngKor Wat & 2 other temples which i can't remember their names. all of them are amazing & magnificent! The temples have many intricate carvings & Buddha statues. Although many pieces of the temples have already fallen off but they still look very grand. During the trip, we met a lot of little kids who begged us to buy their stuff like bracelets, flute,postcards etc with tears in their eyes for some of them. We all feel very bad for rejecting them as some of them run around bare footed & they need to beg everyone they meet so that they will have the chance to get US$1 or 2 dollars a day. But to think about it, how much can we help?Our teachers also told us before the trip that if we buy from them, we are actually encouraging this kind of activities indirectly. Although it is heart hurting, we have to say "no". Still, these kids are very persistent, they followed us all the way until we board the bus. That day was quite tiring day for us. At night, we were brought to Lucky Mall. Basically, there is nothing much inside except for a supermarket, similar to the ones in Singapore. We bought things we need for the next few days at Siem Reap. Before going to bed, we have our normal reflection session.

Day3-Early in the morning after breakfast, we headed to Savong Orphanage. On the own way there, i am actually quite scared because it is the first time in my life that i am going to visit a orphanage. I am not sure what i am i going to do & how to interact with the orphans. Will they be able to understand me due to the language barrier? Will they be just like us?or different? Will they welcome us? These thoughts just run through my mind like many others too. The unexpected thing is that the orphans are actually uber friendly! Before we even enter their gate, some of them ran up to us to welcome us. I was quite taken a back by their friendliness. Then a little girl took my hand & looked at me with her cheerful smile on. Immediately, all the bad thoughts are gone & i smiled back. There are 2 girls in the orphanage & many other boys aged between 3 to 17? The 2 girls are actually quite attention seeking, they kept on asking us to hug them, carry them & hold their hands. For the rest of the days , they are just bascially like that & not active in participating in the activities that we planned for them unlike the boys. To be honest, i am quite irritated by them after awhile. After that, we are splited in 2 groups. Half of us are gonna to help in building the concrete floor while the other half have to play with the orphans. So i was in the building team. I will not write in details what we did but it is definitely not easy to work under the hot sun, we were sweating like hell. My hands got blisters, nails got scratched after umpteen times of passing pails by pails of soil, rocks & sand. By noon, we took 20 min bus ride to our usual restaurant & had our lunch there. After lunch, Mr Savong, the founder of the orphanage told us about his life story & work carried on as normal after that. Like 3 or 4 in the afternoon, we went to Savong School where Mr Savong provide free education to the people. The school is very small with only 3 classrooms, a library, 3 computers & an office for Mr Savong. Mr Savong actually built the school & hire teachers to teach the students there with the help of volunteer groups. The students need not have to pay a single cent! Not many people has a great heart like Mr Savong huh? He is a person who deeply believe in education. We often take education for granted because everyone in Singapore are given the chance to go school. We often complain there are too many tests, lessons are boring & stuff like that . But to them, education is a privilege! I am surprised by their " thirst for knowledge". After visiting the school, the Cambodians & some of our students had a volleyball match. Obviously, they won because volleyball is a favourite sport in Cambodia, they play it almost every day?? Later, i went up to the rooftop with some girls & witnessed the mesmerising sunset. It is really beautiful! Words just can't describe. After which, dinner, reflection & sleep. During the reflection, i actually understands why the kids wanted to seek attention. It is because no attention is given to them & kids need attentions. When we are young, we often seek our parents' attention too, did we?

Day4-At the orphanage but i am playing with the orphans today! To start off, we did morning exercise & followed by football! To be honest, it is the first time that i put my heart into the game because you know, i am not really a sports person & football in definitely a big no-no to me. However, i actually enjoyed it very much with them although it is tiring under the hot sun(: You know how much i hate the sun right? After which, we had colouring, poems & rhymes, games etc. Then, lunch & went to the local wet market to buy 8 packets of 50kg rice, oil, chilli sauce, soya sauce, msg, clothes, shoes & 10 bicycles for the orphanage with the money we earned during canvessing. The orphans are very happy to receive our gifts especially the bicycles because they need not have to walk long journey bare footed to & back from school. I am happy to see them happy(:(:(:(:

Day 5- our last day at the orphanage, we played with the kids for the whole day. Before we go, we taught them how to brush their teeth. They look super cute when brushing their teeth haha!!! Anyway, the classroom is finally done after 2 days of work. I felt a sense a accomplishment! After which is the farewell, the part which i hate the most. I told myself that i can't cry many many times because what i wanted to leave behind is the happy times we spent together. However, i failed when i saw most of us & especially the orphans broke into tears. I realised the strong bonds we shared & the love for each other at that very special moment. Till now, everything is still like yesterday, i will never forget how they make me feel, how they touched my life. Big thanks to them for letting us to step into their life & make a impact. I love them<3 On the way back to hotel, some of us still can't control our feelings & cried all the way. Mr Savong then phoned us to tell us that the orphans are still crying also, that makes us cry even louder man. I hope they will not forget us just like i will never forget them.
" People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but they will never forget how you make them feel"-by Bonnie Jean Wasmund.
Dinner was international buffet & performance. We didn't really watch the performance because we are all very busy eating haha;D & that marks the end of time @ Siem Reap.

Day6-Ready at 5.45am & had a 6 hours bus journey to Phnom Penh, the capital of Cambodia. Straight after that, we check in to the hotel, the hotel is not as grand as the Siem Reap one. Headed to the Genocide Museum which was a former high school that was converted into a prison & interrogation centre during the Khmer Rouge Period. We saw photos, painting & artefacts of how the victims were tortured. I don't have any special feelings but just sad & disgusted by the way they torture the people. Our tour guide at the museum actually cried while she was explaining then we realised that her husband & children were all dead under the rule of Pol Pot. She actually walked through that tough period by herself, there is much hatred inside her i think. I admire her courage for being so brave cos it is not easy to carry on when all your love ones are died. If i were her, i don't think i will be able to make it.

Day7- Our last day at Cambodia. Headed to the Killing Field where Pol Pot slaughtered his people without mercy in their thousands & buried them in mass graves. We actually saw the skulls, bones & clothes that are left behind. I quite scared actually cos it is HUMAN bones & skulls we are talking about! After which, we went to Central Market for last min shopping, everything is so rush. Then, lunch followed by reflections & thank you session. We took some photos & headed to the airport. We all don't want to leave Cambodia & each other. Throughout the 7 days, new friendships are born & old friendships flourished. But still, we had to say goodbyes.

Ya, basically that's what we did in Cambodia. Today went school to have our last session with ms arakah. She broke into tears while doing her reflections. She was actually touched by our love for orphans & friendship like she never did for her trips with other grps before us. That makes us, the girls cried also! I actually still feels like i am in Cambodia now, everything is so unreal. I really miss them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to go back!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-01T00:20:00.001+08:00

now in cambodia hotel lobby
will be back in s'pore tmr!
so not excited
yvette forced me to write this:
keke loves yvette
=.=